Charley waiting patiently at post office |
2. My sweet puppy has a new home :( I wanted to keep her so badly, but a good friend of mine who is a dog groomer knew of a girl who was looking for a puppy. It is a good match and my sweet puppy left last weekend for her new forever home. I have to keep telling myself to think with my head and not heart. We already have 2 dogs that are at times (a lot) a handful. If we kept her it would just really add to our stress level. We sure don't need that. Ultimately it is the best thing for puppy, she gets to be spoiled in her new home and the best thing for the 2 dogs we already have. Still sad though :(
3. Weight loss is unmentionable right now. Nonexistent. Hasn't happened. I decided yesterday though to start a food diary and to really keep track of the calories I consume. The weird thing was that writing things down and counting the calories made me want to eat more. I am like a rebellious teenager when I try to take control of my eating. There is this naughty part of me that just doesn't want to be controlled. I don't know what would be better? Like should I just make sure to exercise at least 5 days a week and just eat healthier and try not to obsess about it SO much. I feel like the obsessing about every calorie and every pound I am not losing is just sabotaging me. It sounds so easy but for some reason I just can't. I haven't even been to the gym since the whole "runner's knee" thing. My knees feel fine now, so there is no reason now to avoid the gym.
4. I can't think of anything else to tie up right now. I am trying to spend more time reading because a.) I love reading and b.) I could really give up some of my computer and television time. So I will tell you what I am reading right now and maybe it will spur me on to read faster so I can tell you if I liked it and then tell you about my next book. Right now I am reading Orange is the New Black. About a girl who was arrested on some minor drug charges and has to do time in a federal prison. It is pretty good so far. I am reading it on my e-reader and for some reason it is taking me a lot longer than it would if it were a book I cold hold in my hands and turn actual pages.
That's it for now, Happy Halloween! I will hopefully have some good pictures and stories to post from tonight.
1st off STOP criticizing each and every part of yourself or I'm going to stop reading....
ReplyDeleteyou can feel that way but we don't see it or think it so don't want you to point it out to us! I was wondering have you ever tried to eat only when your stomach growls and then to make sure you eat each food group at that time?? I am guilty of eating all the time and even finishing the plates of the little people because I didn't want the food to go to waste! Well I decided to try to only eat when my stomach actually signals that it's hungry and then to be reasonable about it and WOW!!!! What a difference, also food down the drain is way better than on my hips,thighs!! :-) Take it easy girl, life is to short....
Sorry Janet. Life is not as bad as I make it sound sometimes. Sometimes I just need to use this space to vent and get all my bad feelings out and then I feel like I kind of left them here and can go on a little better in the real world. I have things I need to work on but I also have a lot of good/cool things that happen to me as well. Sorry that recently it sounds so whiny.
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